Happy Birthday, USA! I have been feeling especially emotional lately. I think it’s because I miss my parents. Songs come on the radio that I have heard a hundred times before suddenly have me crying. Kevin and I were talking baseball today, and I remembered Johnny Oates who managed the Rangers had died following being diagnosed with a brain tumor. Anyway, Kevin was reading off a blurb about him having been honored before he died at a game, and that nearly sent me into tears. Today I took Daniel to get a haircut at the same barber shop that I would take Dad to, and while looking at some books with Daniel while waiting our turn, listening to the older gentlemen chatting about all things… again, sent me off into reminisce land. I hate how much has changed over the 5yrs (with both my parents having passed away), but the alternative would have been terrible with both being in terrible condition.
Yesterday we went to Bothell’s parade, ran into some friends, and were later planning to attend a BBQ at their home.
Darrin was a major pill, so I stayed home with him and Daniel and Kev went over. I hated being alone (nevermind being alone with a cranky and crying 4yo–I kid you not, he cried from the time he got up from his nap to darn-near the time he went to bed for the night), and was remembering how the 4th of July was my mom’s 2nd favorite holiday (behind Christmas). She would create great parties, inviting friends, and of course family was always there. Now so much has changed. So, I ate cookies. Granted, they were 4th of July cookies, but I felt really stuck in sorrow.
I hope I can pull out of the tailspin and simply be able to remember my parents without so many tears. I am sure over time it will get a little easier.
My Heartbeat Sweater Progress:
I am not doing very well with measuring for length. But I think I am going to do about eight more rows, and I should be done with the length, then time to fill in the sides.
Pattern: Heartbeat Sweater by Jill Vosburg; www.justonemorerow.com/
Yarn: Something out of my stash that I purchased off eBay a couple years ago (handpainted wool and alpaca, know the colorway was named ‘Storm’)
Needles: US9
BTW, clicking on the firetruck will take you to Kev’s images at flickr. He got some neat ones, including a couple of fireworks shots. He explained the shutter delay/speed on that, but I don’t remember. His photoblog also has great pics too. I wish I would have taken a few pics of the SeaFair Pirates. Their ship “Moby Duck” stopped right in front of us at the parade, and anyone who has witnessed these guys knows that when you hear the winding-up sound, you better cover your ears because a big blast is about to happen! The percussion was enough to about knock you over
Here is their album of pics from the parade this year: http://www.seafairpirates.org/PiratePics/archive2007/070704-July4Bothell/Flash01/ Partway down the first page of pics, you’ll see the Duck, take a peek.
Tags: A Family Affair, Knitting, Washington State by Solje
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